. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel heavy every time I read the bible my mind is scrupulous I just told my

. Not sure where I even start with this. I’ve been fighting depression for many years. It’s caused me to turn to so many coping

. I have always felt a little strange because of the way I am. I grew up in a Christian home and was a practicing

. recently, i made the decision to turn back to God because i was drifting and feeling myself backslide. i was what you call a

. I guess just for some background, no idea how this is relevant but maybe it is, I was born and raised RC and now

. I’m a Christian, but I’ve been struggling with this question for a few days: If God is all-knowing, why did He create us in

. I’m currently at a point in my life where I feel miserable and completely lost in life but I heard my coworker mention fasting

. I know it’s “live by faith not by sight” but it gets dry, and I get tired and I get complacent and sink into

. I feel I wanna believe in God more. I’ve been trying to read a verse everyday but I can’t seem to remember them and