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The truth I’ve learned through the teacher is what enables me to gain the method, path, and power to follow my conscience rather than a fleshly life chasing desires and greed, to emulate God’s beautiful nature, and to practice love. Even my sins, shame, and past sorrows are not discarded in vain but become the foundation for all things to be worked out for good before God.
Reading the writings about truth from my brothers and sisters reveals my current state as it is. My writing feels disorganized, rambling, lacking care and diligence, devoid of a heart to share the truth with others—like a student merely completing homework. The shame of this is palpable.
In contrast, the writings of my brothers and sisters show that within the truth, everything—from yesterday to today’s daily life—vividly manifests and is expressed through what happens in our bodies. The truth of God, from the first meeting with the teacher to the present, is a living reality, unfolding according to God’s plan and decree from the beginning. Over 20 years of perseverance and moments of realization are so vividly and deeply engraved in their words that I feel the greatness of God’s grace. Through this grace, they received tongues, and in a life where human limitations—envy, jealousy, lust, pride, anger, deceit, and hatred—cause us to stumble and rise again, I see a constant striving toward gratitude and humility. The confession, “I can do nothing. God, help me. Have mercy on me. I am but a wicked and proud sinner,” is what I long to earnestly offer before God in my daily life. Through those with grace, the reality and vividness of God’s grace and power in their lives intensify my longing for that gift. Their descriptions of the process of receiving tongues, the forms and feelings of grace manifested through its power—divided into before and after receiving it—reveal the good and beautiful nature of angels, showing me that this is what it means to become a child of God.
From childhood within the truth, their vivid experiences and childlike expressions bring a deeper peace. Their longing for truth, coupled with a precise and delicate depiction of how fleshly habits inevitably produce sin through the desires and the seven emotions, makes it so accessible to those wondering what truth is. Their heartfelt desire to share the truth shines through with care. Truth is a mirror that reveals my current state, my sinful self, and the repetitive cycle of envy, jealousy, pride, anger, lust, hatred, and deceit within my emotions that can only lead to death. It further shows me that God’s love guides me through this process, intensifying my longing for the power of grace and the gift of tongues.
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