Likewise, I’ve often come across people here who are struggling with different kinds of emotional and psychological pain. As I hear their stories, wounds, sins, and sources of shame, there are times when I honestly cannot see where God’s providence might be at work. Some stories are so complex, tangled, and burdened with pain that no clear answer seems possible. And yet, the teacher listens to each case and begins to untangle the knots of emotion and logic—from beginning to end—as if already knowing the entire path. Without hesitation or difficulty, clear answers are given, and time after time, I’m amazed by how every answer is precise, fair, and just—so much so that I cannot help but acknowledge, ‘There’s no way that could be wrong.’
In every response, the justice and righteousness of God—who is love—are clearly and unmistakably revealed. At times, the teacher delivers sharp rebukes that expose the listener’s hidden shame and sin, which they could not see because they were clouded by their own sadness or resentment. The truth is presented with surgical precision, drawing clear lines between right and wrong. Yet, it never ends in rebuke alone. There is also deep comfort—an understanding that sees straight through one’s heart—and a path forward, a practical way to change. That’s why the people receiving counsel feel thankful, and I, too, listening from the side, am continually struck with awe and gratitude at the wisdom of God revealed through the teacher.
All sickness comes from sin, and sin comes from habits, and those habits are born from the desires we chase. Like a flawless formula or a perfectly coded computer program, the wisdom revealed here guides people to break free from the sinful patterns they were bound to repeat. As we follow this wisdom, we begin to recognize sins we didn’t even know we were committing, and through that recognition, we are led to confession and repentance. And as we continue on this path, the chains of sin begin to break—and as they do, both the diseases of the heart and the body begin to heal. Watching this transformation unfold, I’ve come to see that the truth of God is not found in the words of pastors or polished theological doctrines. Rather, it is found in the Word that directly changes us and manifests within our lives. This is the truth that I have no choice but to acknowledge.
As I continue to listen to the teacher deliver truth tailored to each person’s unique situation, I’ve come to realize—this kind of wisdom could only be from God. No human wisdom could be this free-flowing, this diverse and multi-dimensional, while still maintaining such unshakable consistency and clarity at the center. Compared to most church doctrines and books, which tend to be rigid, one-dimensional, and only applicable within narrow circumstances, the wisdom revealed through the teacher is astonishing. The core standards and principles remain unwavering and firm, yet the way they are applied—across so many different people, cases, and life situations—is so flexible and precise that no matter the circumstance or heart condition, a fitting and righteous path is always shown.
While human judgment can only assess others based on surface-level appearances, emotions, and logic—often leading to biased or misguided conclusions—the wisdom I’ve witnessed here seems to perceive people from the inside out, just as God does. Again and again, I’ve been left in awe at the fairness, accuracy, and justice of this perspective, which reveals not only the external, but the depth and breadth of each person’s heart.
The truth I have felt and experienced through the teacher here is unlike anything else—it has led me not to pursue a life of carnal desires and greed, but instead to follow my conscience and be guided toward goodness and the beautiful character of God. It is the way, the method, and the power to become more like Him. What God gives us is not the prosperity of this worldly life, but the richness of the heart.
Like all churches in the world today, people often treat God as if He were a magic wand for success and wealth. If this life, which lasts barely a hundred years, were all there is, then as Christianity claims, perhaps prosperity and abundance in this life could be called blessings. But after coming to understand, through the teacher, the true reason we are born and live on this earth, I realized how shameful and detestable it is before God to treat wealth and success as the highest blessings and goals of our faith.
The very reason the Bible exists, and why we are born and made to live through so many hardships and tears in this world, is to shape us into God’s good people, partaking in His divine nature. Yet Christianity today has discarded the inner beauty and love of God and instead equates worldly success, wealth, and happiness with His blessing and glory. That is why, though the name of God is shouted everywhere, true Christians bearing the fruits and testimonies written in Scripture are scarcely found.
They teach that believing in God will make you rich and successful, but the blessings and glory that come from God are not material or worldly. These sugar-coated sermons are like empty cakes—appealing to the eye but lacking any substance or way to attain them. They only puff up people’s hopes and ambitions, but in the end, give them nothing at all. They are like leaven, deceptive and without true nourishment.
The truth I encountered is nothing like that. It gave me real wisdom, real methods, and real power to overcome the emotional wounds, habits, repeated sins, and weaknesses I face in daily life. Each word of Scripture was not just like a biography to inspire moral effort, but was a prophecy of my own reality—a mirror of what I live and feel. In this truth, not even my sins, my shame, or my past sorrows are wasted. All are turned into steps and virtues for building what is good before God. Even my guilt becomes gratitude, and in that thankfulness, I come to know the authenticity of this truth and still continue to feel it today.
The life I once lived—so painful, sorrowful, and dark that I didn’t want to remember it—has, through this truth, become a mirror that allows me to understand the pain of others. That understanding becomes a virtue, and that virtue gives me grace to love and embrace others as myself. I have never seen or heard any teaching or doctrine, in any religion, greater than this truth.
The church I used to attend, like many established Christian churches, often used the word ‘spiritual’ without people really understanding what ‘spirit’ means. Believers think the spiritual realm is only accessible to those who speak directly with God or have mystical gifts. Because of this, pastors are deified, their words treated as divine law, and anything not understood is dismissed as a ‘spiritual matter.’ As a result, believers are left with no room to question or resist, blindly following what they are told. That seems to be the state of Christianity and religion at large.
But what I’ve learned here is that spirit is not some complex, mysterious thing—it is the conscience. Realizing this made me reflect on the manipulative ways pastors used the word ‘spiritual’ to dominate their congregations. I was once helpless under such vague and untouchable concepts, unable to know or feel how to change my spiritual life. All I could do was beg God to save me from that darkness, where I felt completely submerged in sin, unable to breathe. But now, instead of feeling angry, I am thankful that I came to understand the truth.
Because I had nothing to see or hear or grasp onto back then, the depth of those painful years has become a mirror for me. Now, step by step, I can clearly feel and recognize the authenticity of this truth. And thanks to those years, I now live not chasing dreams or worldly pleasures like others, but I pursue this precious truth—a treasure that cultivates inner beauty, which can never be traded for anything in this life.
Living through such dark and harsh faith, I came to realize that many families, like mine, are still trapped in ignorant beliefs—unaware that what they follow is a shell, a pretty but empty doctrine full of meaningless excuses. They are swept along by the desires and appetites of pastors, giving their lives and souls without knowing the truth. And now, my life, my experiences, and my journey have become a treasure that can touch their hearts—a mirror to reflect their lives back to them as mine once was, allowing me to pray for them with sincerity and earnestness.
I hope that all of you, too, can come to experience and receive the grace and truth that I have. Unless something is personally experienced and felt, no matter how correct the theory—even if it’s the Bible—it will remain mere theory. I truly hope that every word you hear may not remain as theory, but become a living truth that touches your conscience and heart, guiding your path forward.
Though I have not learned or attained everything, I continue to receive and grow. And I hope that what I have been given so far can be a small light pointing you toward the path you must walk. In the same way, I pray that you, too, will bear fruit and build testimony, so your experience and your fruit will one day shine light on others’ paths as well.
This is not about learning doctrines, earning degrees, or becoming pastors through memorization like in the world’s education systems. Unless one is a true prophet possessing God’s wisdom—the wisdom that governs all things in creation—it is impossible to understand the inner values of human beings and the laws and providence of the world as clearly as seeing it in the palm of one’s hand. But in this truth, you will meet and feel that divine wisdom.
It is not theoretical knowledge. The Word is living and active—at times like a sharp sword, at times gentle and soft. It works in your heart to guide, rebuke, and help you grow toward wholeness. This is something only those who have truly experienced this truth can know and feel. I hope that, just as this truth was to me, it will not remain as knowledge or theory for you either, but will be lived, felt, and experienced in your own life. I pray you will find the path to life, and that the countless words of the Bible will become living, breathing truth—not for anyone else, but in you.
Please, ask anything. Knock on the door. If you knock with a sincere and desperate heart truly seeking God, He will surely answer and reveal all things to you. May the teachings and truths that became life and strength in me also become your own, and may you come to know the true truth for yourselves.
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